hmm.. think im stressing myself out too much..
i even freaking dreamt of the major bazaar last nite..
still so vivid..
was persuading this guy to rent a booth..
and i actually managed to get like 3 pple to rent it..
and i got free balloons fer v-dae...
was kinda sad when i woke up..
cuz char saes that dreams reflect the opposite of reality..
so i guess that's a bad omen..
sigh... why did i join BIZ...
im bad at money stuff.. i onli noe how to spend..
never tot of how to make..
and i ALWAYS get cheated of my money..
what can i sae.. i noe i suck..
wld sae that at least there are other 2 directors..
but... well.. let's juz sae BIZ is doomed.. and leave it at that..
anewaes... i tried..

no more society shit fer me next year..
shld haf juz stuck to wat im familiar w.. sports.. no human politics.. or at least its at its minimum. no need to care abt money.. juz training.. no need to care abt respondsibilities and failure blah blah blah.. at most dun win loh..
even when i was captain i never had to stress so much.
and the team spirit.. i will never ferget..
here.. even if i scratch ur back.. u will juz leave me to itch to death..
all this tok abt family.. im starting to doubt..
juz a marketing ploy to get us in.. then leave us to the sharks..?

grrrr... why am i soooo incapable.. and im sooo starting to belive wat my dad sae's abt the grads he works w.. all IDIOTS!!!.. im one too.. haha.. that's NUS fer u..
sure... there are exceptions.. juz that i havent met any yet.. and u DEFINITELY cant find them in psych students lah.. preeety obvious.. thats y im in psych.. lolz the irony of that all..

oh well.. im juz gonna join the ranks of idiotism in the government and singapore can lead itself onto further imminent destruction.. not like i care.. everything in sg is stuck in a web of bureaucracy.. communism at its finest.. disguising itself as democracy and idiots like the auntie next door belive it.. pathetic..

first dae of mini bazaar tm.. huili can actually ask me "excited?!" more like dreading it..
juz the tot of vdae and major coming up in 2 weeks and a mth respectively..
whu cares abt sch work man?! i dun haf the luxury of worrying abt sch work..
dunnoe how biz is gonna pull these 2 bazaars off?..
i sooo wan to complain..
but believe it or not, human beings actually read this blog..
so being the politically correct NUS idiot that i am..
i shall conform and sae nuthing..
"i dun wan to get hate mail u noe.. i wan to be liked by the whole world.. even if it means being fake"
blah blah blah..
this is wat the fucking education system did to me and to u and u and u.. admit it..
remind me not to send my kids to sch..