I Wished...
10:53 PM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
i hate being alone at home..
my mum's doin her 12hr shift thingy again..
the nite one...
could haf gone out..
but the stupid rain forced the competition to start 3hrs late!!
my god...!
and my match became the last match of the dae..
had to cancel on sumone..
and went home str8 afta the game..
din help that we lost.. (but its was a gr8 fight thou.. considering the other team were mostly youth team players, ave ht like 1.7?!)
todae was a realisation sorta dae..
remembering why i stopped toking to sum pple..
pple that put u down all the time..
fake pple..
pple whu pretend to be ure fren..
but wishes behind ur back fer u to do badly..
pple cant accept whu u are cuz their minds are so narrow even kate moss cant sqeeze thru it
pple whu make themself feel betta by making u feel worse
pple whu onli tok to u cuz they still 'need' u..
pple whu try to turn other frens against u...
backstabbing evil pple!
ure realli one fake B.I.T.C.H and im soooo glad that i never took the step to get close to u.
its quite sad actually..
i realli tot we were frens..
u urself said u wanted to be my best fren...
then wats this now.. ?!?!
i hope u haf a good life..(thou i dunnoe how u live w urself..)
i dun wan to be ane part of that miserable life..
im sorrie we turned out like this.. i realli am..
if i cld i wld change it.. but wat can i do when u wun even accept me fer whu i am?!
frens dun criticise or judge
they accept and encourage..
one thing i wanna sae to u: before judging others.. pls take a good look at urself.. wat gives u that right?!
on a lighter but scarier note...
dumdum's barking into space again..
*shivers* i hate it when she does that...
hope its juz a lizard or sumthing..
but she cant possibly smell one outside the door rite?
she's like juz barking at the door when there's no one there!!!
*hides under the covers*
