some pple i simply DO NOT understand..
my anger has subsided now.. so im reflecting..
but the more i think about it the more anger i regain..

u see.. usually when i quarrel with pple anger takes over commen sense and logic...
i tend to think im always right and that the other person is juz some ignorant idiot who shld juz fuck off and die and save the world from another wheezing loser..
ok that's a little extreme.. but i haf felt worse..

but afta all the claws and sharp words have dissolved..
i will sit there.. seething with anger..and replay the entire scene..
and okie.. i admit.. sometimes i was juz being an unreasonable fat bitch
so i may apologize.. or stop being angry and make amends.. or do nothing at all cuz MISS know-it-all here DOES NOT say sorrie.. to NOBODY!! depending on my mood..

but after spending the last 45mins replaying our conversation..
and replaying what WE ALL agreed on before..
i couldnt come up with anything that screamed "U WERE BEING A BITCH AGAIN.."
this is one of those few times that i was actually absolutely RIGHT!!...
so wat is ur problem?!?!
i mean.. wat are u being unhappy about?!
realli... explain..
im OVER being angry..
noe im juz clueless..

honestly.. like.. we all agreed on this "thing" and YOU were part of it..
and YOU offered to do this "thing" urself..
and now juz because of i dunnoe what.. u're telling us to go do it on our own?!
afta everything is planned?!
ive put in too much money now to have some irrespondsible idiot to blow it down the drain..
so what exactly is the problem?!
FYI u confirmed it with her too!.. so u wanna fucking pull a stunt like this u tell her urself that ure too lazy and irresponsible to do the onli simple thing which YOU OFFERED TO DO...
newsflash: it was OUR idea.. we ALL agreed on it.. and we ALL wanted to do it together! and NOW u tell me WE planned it and u wan out?!.. WTF.