feeling desperately alone..
the onli one whu walks beside me is my shadow..
that sentence was true already the first time i stated it on my blog..
i juz didnt noe it yet.

i lost my onli pillar of support and hope.
and im trying to come to terms w it.
at least im no longer in denial.

i will never assume i mean anething to u ever again.
u betrayed my trust in u..
i dunnoe whu u are anemore.. realli..
u didnt lose me.. i lost u.

--when u lose everything--