sumtimes i think..
am i happier when we were together..
or happier now that we're not together.

i honestly dunnoe.
i juz noe that im happy when ure around me.. whether or not we're together.
i guess the same cant be said fer u.

still.. fer now, i noe i'd rather not be w u.
cuz ure not wat i want now.
neither am i wat u wan.

i guess wat happens next time no one noes fer sure..
pple change
probability or possibilty.. not sure.. dun noe.. dun wan to noe.

but i care.. i do care fer u still.. whether u believe or not.
not in that way anemore
still u've been sucha big part of my life for so long
and u'll always be special to me.



-juz one of those few times i actually let myself think about us.-