wow... 3 blog posts in an hr.
and none of it on my daily activities..
feels good to blog like this.
can tell that im in a supa "lets blog abt how i feel cuz i dun wan to tok abt it to aneone" mode right now.

why do my life revolve arnd u.
even afta ive come to terms with it..
i still blog abt u..
its still always abt u u u..
it infuriates me..

afta all the thinking.. and im still doing stupid things.
this sucks.

its not gonna be easy i noe..
but im gonna try.
and this time.. its gonna work.
i dun care!
haha.. the irony..
that's the whole point..
to NOT CARE.
remind me.

--all i can do is hope things change fer the better... that it becomes happier. thou now it feels it cant get ane worse. so it shldnt be THAT hard.. right? i dun wanna live w regrets anemore.--