havent stepped out of the NUS compound in a week..
well ok.. except for the occasional supper?..
muscles pulls.. scrapes.. new bruises everyday..
seems enuff to keep me busy fer awhile.
despite all the stress of sch and ihg..
im thankful fer it.
at least it keeps my mind off stuff.. fer awhile.
i'll take watever i can get.

i juz love sports..
luv playing them..
but at the end of the dae.. they're juz games..
so chill..
there's more to life then winning every game.
i think..

everything in my life's still a mess..
confusion..
i dunnoe anething...
dun ask me why..
wat now.

-- i hate it that its up to me --