blogger lags..
and now that we got that outta the way.

i hate myself fer trusting pple so easily..
i guess i juz wanna belive that pple can be trusted w anething

happened so many times to me already..
char calls me an idiot.

i hate it when pple betray my trust..
that includes letting others noe secrets that are not urs to tell
i told u those things in confidence.
i told u no matter wat it cant get out.
and u said u will never leak it..
but now u haf..
u may think its nuthing..
but are u aware of the repercussions?!
plus, half of it is untrue lah.
wtf.. this is seroiusly wtf

pls.. im not THAT stupid.. yet..
and ure the idiot if u belive it when u tell pple not to tell aneone and they sae okie.
OH PUHLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

i realli regret trusting u..

if u think this post refers to u..
ure prolly right.
and ure not alone.
yes.. that's how much of an idiot ive been.
betrayed by pple i trusted, cared abt and still continue to trust..

pls.. find a dictionary and learn the meaning of discretion, secrets, personal and trust.
rem, its not just abt u.
grow up lah...

if ure a fren ure sup to help and be nice
at least not so in ur face fake and mean.
c'mon lah.. its plain manners.
if u claim u care.. then at least be sincre abt it
actions contradicting words does not = sincerity..

i play ignorant cuz i dunwan to lose u as a fren..
i honestly do care fer our frenship and ive always liked u as a fren
but right now ure realli juz pissing the fuck outta me.
i mean pls.. wat did i ever do to u?!
although char calls me a retard,
im still hoping u nv did betray me.. nv lied to me and that im juz being paranoid.
look up wikipedia and search the word "friend".
hopefully watever seemed so obvious are juz coincidences.
but the more i tok to u.. the more i doubt that.
and it hurts.

not the first time a good fren backstabbed me.
sumone i trusted so much and realli liked.
okie maybe backstab is too much of a paranoid word to use
but lied to and being fake about it juz doesnt seem to suffice.
4 seperate time and pple.
girly gals realli make very bad close frens..
that's why char and ame are good to haf.. go figure.

juz one last thing bugging me..
ironically, i shldnt let me bug me anemore but that bugs me.
grrr.. alright.. its gone!
go away shoo!

that's definitly the last straw.
u realli are a bitch.

i hope im wrong realli.
i'd rather be the bitch.

--my dad's an ass --