its back again..
i hate waking up feeling like this..
i thought i wld nv hafta feel like this ever again..
that feeling of dread when u wake up..
make u want to not wake up at all.. ever.

trying so hard to stay afloat.
din think it'd be this excruciatingly hard..
i thought fat floats?
shld be a breeze fer me wat..
hardly.

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