i hate being wrongly accused and misunderstood
being the subject of anger and blame
when its not my bloody fault
misperceived about my bloody stand.

i hate it that im affected.. still
when i shld juz be indifferent.
the way i was fer a long time
i hate it that it took 2 paragraphs to blog this.
but heck.. im done with it.

i bought diy hair dye fer myself the first time.
well.. its technically my virgin time dying my whole head a certain colour diy.
and im not totally satisfied w the result.
the roots are too blond and bright and the back is virtually unchanged.
i wanted an ashy hazel brown.. the baby hair kind
then i wanna streak it ash blond.
the most normal hair color effect i ever wanted.
im getting old
no more purple, green mossy fringe and pink attachments or bright red streaks.
but im realli excited to see the effect cus i never had such colour done.
always tot it'd make me look too ah lian..
or too tann and beachy wannabe.
but heck.. i wan to try
haha

so tom buy another packet of dye to dye the back..
save money..
only streak then go salon.
im broke.
dunnoe why
dun ask me..
evil monsters steal from my account when im not checking
money juz disappears.

oh well.. so if u see me.. pls sae my hair is nice.
even if it turns out to make me look like a 30 year old ah lianish auntie with a bad tann.
so weird to see my hair this color.
luckily its not copper or red.. hate those tones.

oh yeah went beaching todae with jo.
fun as usual..
hot hot sun..

fright nite trial fun tom night..
ah im actually feeling kinda scared.
but cant wait!
yippee!

-- i want the job! i think.. --