I Wished...
1:16 AM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
phew..!
hmm.. seems like ive been starting my recent post with that exclaimation.
but PHEW!..
reali tired
still gotta read my psych paper to do that stupid critique..
remind me again why im majoring in psych..
bruised my finger during handball..
oh well..
vball training todae was particularly draining..
maybe i was juz tired
but there were points of time i wanted to juz throw a bitch fit.
nuthing to do w the players...
they're already more than i can ask fer.. the fact that they show up.. haha
more to do w myself.
how the fark im i sup to train 20 gals.
i hardly had any formal training.
its realli hard handling sucha big group of pple, and trying to pls everyone
half the time i dunnoe wat im doing
and i feel reali bad, am i boring them.. are they having fun.. how to help them to play well.
i cant even play that well.
im in way over my head man.
i dunwan to be capt.. honestly.. im juz not good enuff.
i like playing.. realli.. alot
i never wanted to be in sucha position.. jc.. last year alike..
but oh well.. since im here.. i'll try my best.
but that's onli so much cuz i suck.
anewaes.. 3 papers due this fridae. FARK.
sorrie janet.. no zouk this wed.
juz a thought.. i dunwanna grow old!
wait i am old.. and haggard and withered and dried up..
boo.
-- father absence --
