coffee and excessive exercise makes kim jittery
in an attempt to not fall aslp for my alcohol class (cuz i had to wake up supa early for my 10am tut), i decided to drink coffee..
cold canned nescafe..
before im halfway thru w the can
i could feel my heart racing..
my fingers were trembling
i was hyper alert
found every single lame joke from the lect furnie as hell
and talked like a speeding bullet

i was feeling happy..
and excited..
which i havent been in a long long time.
but after the netball match
the jitteriness was still there, aided by the rush of adrenaline and endorphins from all the running
i still spoke damn fast
my mind was still trying to catch up w my actions
and my fingers trembling
but i was no longer high

i feel bad cuz i shld haf played better
somehow..
although i realli did put in my best and i was amazed by the improvement in my stamina (prolly due to the caffeine lah)
those 2 shots shld haf went in
still i realli am proud of the ke gals.
im sorrie if i shouted at aneone, its the adrenaline!
it was a good game
alot faster
still it was fustrating..
argh!
just wished somehow i could haf played better
but i noe.. not very possible..
old already and after all the training i think im in my best state now already.
but still..
haiyoh

anewaes tennis training was fun todae.
i think its the caffeine haha..
and after that i was like starving
so here i am.. at chars house
stuffed w chompchomp goodies!
and the effects of the dae starting to fade.
which is bad..
my whole body is aching
2 fingers feel like an elephant just stepped on them
my feet.. ouch. 4 blisters and counting
bruises.. stopped counting
im old and useless already man..
shitty

i need to train up..
hate feeling so slow and tired.
ive never been fit fit.. or fast
haha
but im gonna try now to train and keep it up
just for a healthier lifestyle
at a ripe old age of 21.. im gonna try
hahahahaa

wow i blogged blogged..
and its not just whining about my pathetic life
guess the caffeine hasnt realli worn off yet
thats why i dun drink coke or coffee or tea..
so when i actually do drink them..
its like 10 tequila shots combined
haha

my fingers wun stop trembling
shitty.
and im typing at lightning speed!
realli!

i am a lil tired of losing..
but i realli cldnt care less
being competitive isnt realli the highlight of my character although i take training very seriously, if u put in the effort to train might as well make it count and want to win, makes it all the more fun right
still im very proud of our spirit
and we realli are doing this against all odds
lack of training, experience, logistics, coaches, courts
very good already okie
mai hiam haha
i guess at the end of the day if we haf fun then its all worth it
lose nvm.. look good doin it can already
haha

okie im not realli thinking str8 anemore.
i need sleep
and rest.
old haggard kim

oh wait.. we ate steamboat todae!!
gave both me and char bad tummy ache
but it was worth it!!
so was the shopping after that!
teehee!

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