im up
at 530am
feeling realli sick
fever
stomachache
naseousness

sick to the stomach
in more ways than one

i hate how i trust so easily
i hate how i get so damn hurt by the people ive come to trust
and how i never learn from it
then having to deal w the repercusions of that
only to find myself forgetting about it and trusting them again

talking to charchar till so late
many things have come to my attn
about myself
some specific people we know
and people in general

and its a good thing...
but then again
right now im realli feeling very very sick
and i got 7 hrs lect 3hrs of which im skipping for ihg vball and then 2 hrs soccer training
right now i can hardly lift my fingers to type lah..
realli hope i can function tom.

i realli wished i had a stronger character
or a character in general haha
oh yah, and less dumb.

-- people suck --