never thought that i would blog again.
there are few reasons compelling enough to make me get of my lazy behind and blog.
unfortunately, this time its not about animals.

its happening again.
i let it.
why did i trust u.
why did i belive.
why are u doin this to me... AGAIN.
is that how u treat the person u supposedly care about the most.
what does special mean to u.
how can u live with hurting me like that.
how can u sit there and watch me break down and be okie.
is it worth it to u
how can it be worth it.
why do u take my trust and break it time and time again
why do u not see it
do u realli think its okie
do u realli think u can treat me like this.
why do u treat me like this.
why do i let u.
why do i hope
why do i trust.
why did u come into my life and ruin it.
is this all its worth?
why has eveything changed.
why did i let it happen to me again.
why
do
u
do
this
to
me.

why.

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