seriously.. i dun get it.
i realli dun understand.

i tried to make it work
i realli tried.
i just keep trying
but its so hard when it feels liek ure the onli one trying
i dunnoe wat else to do anymore.

its always my fault
and im alwasy not good enough
everyone else just thinks that hey cant do more already
but wat have u done?!

seriously tell me.
its just not worth fighting for to u.

its easier to just blame me.
ure realli selfish

u dun care that im upset
that u hurt me
its never ever ur fault
just walk away
go ahead.
do wat u do best

u want to be alone
then why tell me u care?!
u cannot accept another person in ur life.
onli u and u alone is important.
everything is always about u
ur feelings, ur goals, ur needs, ur wants, ur own happiness
when have u realli cared about me?!
u onli noe how to be alone, u push me away and blame me for it?!
u dun understand wat love is
then dun use it
fucking liar.

never should have trusted any of u.
esp u...
u noe how vulnerable i am after everything
and yet...
u tell me to trust u.
tell me u care
for wat..
just dun tell me!

best part is..
im sure u dun think u did anything wrong
its always my fault cuz im a bitch.. right?!
prissy, unreasonable, high maintanance..
and u?!
every thought if its possibly ur fault at all.
or wait.. ure perfect.
u cant do more then ure doin..
wat the hell have u done?!

i cant believe i let this happen again.
so fucking stupid

but u.. argh!
how can u do this to me.
wat do all of u want from me.

not to feel anything?!
i cant.
im trying..
i dunnoe how.
it just realli hurts.
why...

-hurts-