ouch.
it hurts it realli does
i dunnoe how im goin to be okie
but i want to be

this is bad.
im not ready for this.
i havent even got up yet and i fall again.

i dunnoe what to do
i dunnoe how to solve this
i just dunnoe.
i dunnoe what to do.
i dunnoe.

ouch.
i feel so alone and helpless.
i dunnoe how to be okie.
nobody cares.
i can sob all i want.. hurt all i want
but nobody cares.
but i dunnoe how to stop
its too much.

i noe i need to pick myself up
stop whining
grow up
but i dunnoe how
i cant do it.
it hurts so much.
memories of broken empty promises haunt me
i cant let go

is this realli goin to be the story of my life forever
im just one big huge mistake.
always
then wats the point of holding on.

-im done-